Chrissy Teigan, Still In Pain Over The Loss Of Her New Born Baby Jack.

It’s been almost a month now since Chrissy Teigen and john legend lost their new born baby jack, and the couple is yet to recover from the pain they went through, especially Chrissy.

You’ll remember that we reported that Chrissy Teigen and john legend, lost their baby, due to regular bleeding through her pregnancy period, which led to her visiting the hospital regularly to ensure that the baby has enough fluid to feed with.
We also told you how Chrissy took to her Instagram page to share the shocking sad news, as she posted photos of herself and her husband by her side while I the hospital.

“We are shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we’ve never felt before. We were never able to stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluids he needed, despite bags and bags of blood transfusions. It just wasn’t enough.
We never decide on our babies’ names until the last possible moment after they’re born, just before we leave the hospital. But we, for some reason, had started to call this little guy in my belly Jack. So he will always be Jack to us. Jack worked so hard to be a part of our little family, and he will be, forever.

To our Jack – I’m so sorry that the first few moments of your life were met with so many complications, that we couldn’t give you the home you needed to survive. We will always love you.
Thank you to everyone who has been sending us positive energy, thoughts, and prayers. We feel all of your love and truly appreciate you.
We are so grateful for the life we have, for our wonderful babies Luna and Miles, for all the amazing things we’ve been able to experience. But every day can’t be full of sunshine. On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug and love each other harder and get through it.”

Since the loss of their son jack, Chrissy Teigen has been less frequent on social media, as she is still trying to recover from the pains and is trying to move past it.

Chrissy pended down a lot in an open letter, she talks about how devastating the loss of their son jack made them suffered in the last month. She stated that she has been taking her time to read all of the heartfelt messages from everyone, the love and support shown to her this period, and she is truly grateful and appreciates everyone’s kindness. She wrote;

“After a couple of nights at the hospital, my doctor told me exactly what I knew was coming — it was time to say goodbye. He just wouldn’t survive this, and if it went on any longer, I might not either.”

She went on to talk about how she was told by the doctors that she has to let go the following morning because the baby wasn’t going to make it, which in her words brought on her “utter and complete sadness.”

Chrissy narrated how heartbreaking she felt, saying goodbye to her baby jack after the painful delivery process, and how she also asked her mother-in-law, and her own mother to take pictures of the moment, no matter how uncomfortable and tragic it was. She said;

“I needed to know of this moment forever, the same way I needed to remember us kissing at the end of the aisle, the same way I needed to remember our tears of joy after Luna and Miles. And I absolutely knew I needed to share this story.”

After Jack was delivered, she says, “I asked the nurses to show me his hands and feet and I kissed them over and over and over again.”
She concluded by saying that she is gradually recovering and that the loss of her son jack has just made her happier to have “two insanely wonderful little toddlers” Luna and Miles, which she showers with so much love. And although, she losing jack has created a hole in her heart… “it was filled with the love of something I loved so much. It doesn’t feel empty, this space. It feels full.”

She thanked everyone that has been there for her although this period, she said; “Thank you so much to every single person who has had us in their thoughts or gone as far as to send us your love and stories. We are so incredibly lucky.” She added.